ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺃﻧﻲ ﺃﺗﻌﺒﺘﻚ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ .. ﺳﺒﺒﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺎﻋﺐ .. ﺗﺄﻟﻤﺖ ﻷﺟﻠﻲ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ .. ﺣﻤﻠﺖ ﺑﺪﺍﺧﻠﻚ
ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ .. ﻓﺮﺡ ﻭ ﺣﺰﻥ ﻭ ﺍﺷﺘﻴﺎﻕ ﻭ ﺗﻨﻬﻴﺪ ﻭ ﻏﺼﺎﺕ ﺃﻟﻢ ..
ﻷﺟﻠﻲ ﺗﺤﻤﻠﺖ ﻭ ﻻ ﺯﻟﺖ ﺗﺘﺤﻤﻞ .. ﻻﺯﻟﺖ ﺗﻨﺒﻬﻨﻲ ﻭ ﺗﺨﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺃﻧﻲ ﺑﺮﻏﻢ ﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﺴﻘﻄﺎﺕ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻌﺜﺮﺍﺕ
ﻣﺎﺯﻟﺖ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻗﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ .. ﻭ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮﻧﻲ ﻣﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺡ ﻭ ﻗﻠﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻵﻻﻡ .. ﺗﻄﻤﺂﻧﻲ ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﺳﺘﺤﻤﻞ
ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻵﻻﻡ ﻋﻦ ﻋﺎﺗﻘﻲ .. ﺳﺘﺤﺒﺴﻬﺎ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﻭ ﺗﻄﻠﻖ ﺑﺄﺟﻮﺍﺋﻲ ﺍﻟﻀﺤﻜﺎﺕ .. ﺍﻟﻀﺤﻜﺎﺕ ﻓﻘﻂ ..
ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺃﻭﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺘﺮﻑ ﻟﻚ ﺑﺸﺊ .. ﺣﻤﻘﺎﺀ ﻧﻌﻢ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺣﻤﻘﺎﺀ ﺗﺴﺘﻐﻞ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺎﺽ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﺗﺴﺘﻐﻞ ﺍﻟﻄﻴﺒﻪ
ﻓﻴﻚ ﻭ ﺗﺠﻌﻠﻚ ﺗﺤﻤﻞ ﺑﺪﺍﺧﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﺰﻳﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻷﻟﻢ .. ﺃﺭﻫﻘﺘﻚ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﺃﻋﻠﻢ ﺫﻟﻚ .. ﻭ ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﺘﺬﺭ ﻟﻚ ..
ﺃﻋﺘﺬﺭ ﻟﻚ ﻳﺎ ﻗﻠﺐ .. ﺃﻋﺘﺬﺭ ﻋﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺩﻗﺎﺕ ﺃﻟﻤﻚ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻣﺮﺭﺕ ﺑﻬﺎ .. ﺃﻋﺘﺬﺭ ﻋﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻏﺼﺔ ﻭ ﺿﻴﻖ
ﺃﺻﺎﺑﻚ ..ﺃﻋﺘﺬﺭ ﻟﻚ ﻭ ﺃﻋﺪﻙ ﺍﻥ ﺃﻣﺤﻲ ﻣﻨﻚ ﻛﻞ ﺃﻟﻢ ﻭ ﺃﻋﻴﺪ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﺔ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺷﺮﺍﻳﻨﻚ ﻭ ﺃﻭﺭﺩﺗﻚ ..
ﺃﻋﺪﻙ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻜﻦ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻣﺎ ﻳﺮﺍﻡ ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻛﻦ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ..
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